So it's been a while since I last posted.... O well....

Another birthday's finally over.... Am now starting my countdown for Christmas and for my next Birthday... Which I celebrated yesterday along with some of my friends and family friends.... Unfortunately, a number wasn't able to come... How sad... Pro I think it was alright... everyone texted me and some even called my just to greet my... That was good enough... and I thank everyone who greeted me... hehe.... btw... let me return to my story.... So the party began when we arrived from panji's place after getting something to watch(but we weren't able to watch any... hehe)... There were some friendly neighbors and friends and friends of mine from claret.... they were at least more than one-fourth of the people whom I invited.... Plus 2 of my former mentors also arrived unfortunately the 3rd wasn't able to come so does my 4th yr adviser(whom I forgot to invite.... waaahh)... The party was fun... i enjoyed it... But thinking that some didn't make it somehow makes me sad.... but it's alright.... But I'm still happy cause even at the last hours some were still able to greet... all those greeting made the party like everyone came.... hehe... So it's 104 days before Christmas and 363 days before my nest birthday... hehe..... live life and make the best out of it..... hehe

.... Finals for our P.E. class... Our team was fighting for the championship... we never lost a game but... It backfired this morning... before we knew it... we were at the bottom hardly stiving for points.... after 2 sets of grasping for points... we lost... making us second.... we lost 2 out of 3 sets... thats not good.... but we or may I say.. I learned a lesson that's been trying to get into myself for years... teamwork, no matter the strengths of each, will be the one who will lead the team to victory....

Enough with the drama... back to being happy.... well.... I, still, am planning to get advanced volleyball class this 2nd semester even with this event that I experienced.... hehe...

I really need exercise.... I missed the days on my highschool when I run errands from either of my friends, teachers or other people... some tells me that those stuff just make me "uto-uto" or something... they hae a point... but... it was my choice... and from that choice I'ved become more physically fit... made me loose kilos of fat.... and made me help people who does so many jobs and stuff... to be honest... I enjoyed that time... but now that I'm missing it... i'ved gained weight again.... my sports have been the only exercise i'm having... Oh well... but I still am hoping to loose some kilos.... hehe...

another thing... I really can conclude that in friends, the longer the bonding between, the better.... hehe... it's not that I don't like my friends in UST... I like those people... just that.... I still haven't found some common things between them and I... hehe... pro I still am going to be in their company, hopefully for 5 yrs of college...( kung di maging bagsak)... sana in that span of time... I would be able to get to know them well... hehe... speaking of friends in highschool... I really missed those people... last saturday, there came an opportunity to again meet with them but unfortunately... through the interruption of an event... I wasn't able to attend... how sad... but I hope in the future get-togethers... I would be able to attend.... hehe

I;m not sure if this term is correct... pro wala lng.....
...la vie sans les amis est un combat dans ce monde n'ayant pas d'allié....

.... This day was a total mess for me.... numbers that faced me totay were very low.... I failed an english test.... I got a 77 on a plate... I got a low grade in an activity.... I wasn't able to bring my CAD manual... resulting to further damage to my performance.... I didn't like this day.... I just hope that this wouldn't affect much my dreams... hehe.... to add more problem... my driving licence got lost here in my own room.... waaaahhh.....

... The tire must move... I can't survive being stuck being on the down always.... waaaahhhh... gulong na flat cguro kaya ayaw umikot... kaya ako palagi sa baba...... waaaaaahhhh... I need help....

Currently listening to: Limang Dipang tao by Lea Salonga
Currently reading: chemistry by Raymond Chang
Currently feeling: depressed or something

... countdown to semestral break has begun.... I can't wait till that day.... the sem's about to end... waaaahh... what would be my grade for the first semester of college life... waaaahhh... Even though I have faced the fact that I didn't do well this sem... I still am hoping for stisfactory marks... hehe.... confusion isn't visiting me often nowadays.... hehe... but it seems that every start of a new beginning or something like that.... I was able to observe that those were the dark times of my something..... la lng.....

... well.... I am wondering.... what will be my past time for the 3 week break... what will the stuff that I will do... I'd rather not think of this yet.... finals is yet to come... that must be my priority.......... I'm Confused...... waha..... I want to succeed in my career.... I want to be a superhero.... I want to be a multi-talented person.... I want to dream ---->this I can do without any difficulties.... how about the others..... waaaahhh... I want to fly.... la lng.... My mind's unorganize.... waaaaahhhh..... ngaun lng ba???.... waaaaahhhhh.... Je ne peux pas me comprendre parfois. ... oh bien. ... c'est ma vie....